Sunday, August 27, 2006
24th aug
my oral ended.. raymond give her my diary.. raymond say she din have any reaction and she din said anything to mi too.. weird.. nearing exam.. she asked mi out to study.. it was as if return to the old days when jus we 2 at kovan mac.. she nd my help and like to depend on mi.. jus world of we 2, happily.. but.. instead.. ppl come too.. sian half.. taught her things.. after tt i went home.. din like tt feeling.. why cant god jus let mi be with her even is jus a small session outside mac teaching.. haiz...
25th aug
was the sem exam.. although we were having same paper.. but din see each other cos at other room.. i was missing her.. hope to see her.. but in the end din see her.. after tt went home.. damn bored.. feel like asking her out.. but din noe wad to do.. so jus sleep all the way.. zzzz
26th aug
got alunmi co pract in sch.. din attend.. cos tired.. slept till 12plus den wake up.. dey went ps.. watch movie.. angie was there too.. hmm.. i feel the urge to fly there.. but.. but.. i tink she wun even care whether i am there a not.. so wad i go.. no big deal.. will be with xx.. maybe i am being selfish cos i wan her to be mine.. but tt the way of love.. i wan her to care for mi.. i wan her to zai hu mi.. but is it goin to come true? after tt dey coming back to play.. waited for their call until sleepy liao.. in the end slept until 10pm plus.. dun nd to go play liao.. den forget it.. zzzz.. missing u...
27th aug
today.. dey went study.. for duno wad reason i went.. doing nth there.. angie was there too.. she was listening to mp3 and reading book.. jus sitting beside mi.. hmm... feel like talking to her.. but din noe wad to say.. so remain silent.. after a while she ask mi abt the exam.. talk awhile.. den she go back do her own things.. after tt went to buy meal to eat.. like usual she always like to smile at mi, kop my fries and drinks.. jus like old times.. we din have a barrier between us.. jus 2 person.. happily.. she asked mi to help her buy drinks.. like last time.. depend on mi alot.. it gives mi the feeling tt she is the gal who i should use my entire life to let her happy, protect her and be there for her always.. jus like wad my classmates says.. she is jus like the princess in my life.. it's becoming like last time.. y is it lidat? she noe tt i still like her mah? or she forget it le, jus treat nth has happen? i want to have her as my girlfriend.. the one and only and LAST till my life ends...........
