_happily Never after =/;

woke up and die...

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Sleeptalking...ZzZ.....

'心好痛. 说不爱你,其实很爱你. 说不想你, 其实很想你. 说不理你, 其实很再乎你. 好想把你留在生边, 但不敢对你说. 这种感觉你懂吗? 相思真苦.'

*ywan* woke up le.. had a deep deep sleep.. having a sweet dream.. but everything turned out opposite..

lst thing
time----> every second

place---> everywhere

purpose--> for her
motive---> hope she will like it

2nd thing
time---->afternoon
place----> comics connection
purpose---> for her
motive----> let her be independent, dun resign to fate, dun like ur prediction, fight for it!

3rd thing
time--->midnight
place---> my bed
purpose---> for her
motive----> wan her to understand

4th thing
time---> evening
place---> hg mall
purpose---> for her
motive---> for her to eat since sch end so late

everything done with lots of effort.. din eat to save money for her present.. gastrics problem spranging up.. stay up late night folding.. all jus to hope she will get surprised and happy.. everything well arranged.. but turned out to be sian sian.. hmm.. nvm.. maybe i wasnt gd at surprising her.. tink she din notice tt 'special' crane in betweens the flocks of 99 cranes.. maybe there wun be a repeat of today's event. it would only live in memories.

after waking, several hours later.. dead..
lawyer read out the will..

WILL

Boi's will will be announce upon his death. 99% of his world's pocessions will be given to ger including his heart. 0.5% will be given to parents. 0.3 will be given to friends. The last 0.2% will be given to charity.

our fate ended.. maybe is pre-destined or is a prank tt god played on us.. from stranger to friend.. friend to almost love.. now back to nth.. is time to let go le.. but said is easier than done.. jus like pulling a knife out of ur chest.. i feel the pain.. listless.. restless.. moody.. sleepy... ZzZ...

3rd of aug, thursday.. i love u.. i miss u.. and lastly.. i left u............

-Sign Off @ 7:19 AM :)