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5th of july...

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

today go sch slack lo.. lec aso sian sian.. sleeping all the way.. den after tt no apel but teacher book 1 room.. whole class go inside eat and party.. haha.. den talk talk.. but teach say until split class de thingy den we like sian1/2.. teacher say cos of different elective, we will change class.. tt new class den will be the class for the rest of the sems in tp.. hmm.. kinda dun wan to change leh.. my first choice is htm.. sec is jap.. duno will get either of this a not.. accounting aso not bad.. hope can get.. after sch go collect the toopid jj thingy which someone say will go with mi but after sch aso nv contact.. up to her lah.. go myself den go myself lo.. the things like shyt lah.. useless stuff.. waste my time.. den after tt i went to esplande there de shop.. at first wan to buy things for her de.. but den it feels like she wun appreciate wad i do de lo.. wad for buy for her.. den nv buy.. go library awhile den go home le.. went hg mall meet yb dey all.. haiya.. aso a while nia.. dey studying in mac.. i nth to do so go home..

today aso is the day icysnow melts.. today is aso the day i wan to stop contacting.. need to learn to adapt when each other is not around.. i hope can hen xia xin say lets dun meet.. but jus cant reject when she wanna meet..

i was thinking.. even tml meet le.. i got nth to say to her.. she will nv understand wad i m goin through now.. she will nv pay her 100% attention to mi.. she will nv tot of my feeling when she do something.. wadever..

-Sign Off @ 5:17 AM :)