konichiwa!!! jap lec today.. until 7pm den can go home.. rx msged me.. den say later goin out.. dey at hg mall.. she was there too.. perhaps.. maybe.. will meet her.. gd? duno.. maybe?
but she din went.. the whole nite was tinking of her.. how come she din come? cos of mi mah? hope not.. den playing relay.. won.. not really happy.. skin of little toe fell off.. can see the fresh somemore.. pain though.. but missing her takes me through the night.. asked rx after playing.. he say she wanted to accompancy her father.. tt'y left.. feel like asking her myself.. is not i din notice her.. not tt she din carry any weight in my heart.. not tt i dun care for her..
but.. but.. i really duno how to express myself.. i dun wan to get both of us hurted again.. i dun wan quarrel between us.. it seems so difficult to achieve unless we seldom meet/commumnicate.. i duno wad to do..
jus loved her.. jus simply her.. y her?
cos she is her..