to her
' initially i was goin to give you the something that you always hoped for tis christmas- friendship. i finally convinced myself to try to be jus ur friend again. was goin to give you that during tis christmas as a christmas present to let you be happy. i mean it.
however, your coldness towards me, seems like hiding things and avoiding me. nevertheless, i still plan to tell you in news in the christmas card. everything's written alr, sealed in the envelope with the stamp attached. who knows, the thing you are goin to say is you alr gave up. such timing uh.
what i should do to the card? perhaps the best way is to chuck it away like how you chuck me away. i've got nothing to say anymore. separation is inevitable. '
from him