ger.
'dun be tt nice to me can? dun behave like wad we behaved in the past can? there are times tt i can't hold my feelings back.. sometimes i really got the urge to tell u i still feel for you.. but i noe it only invites more trouble, allowing history to repeat.. our story has been buried deep until my heart for a sem.. it seems like it's a good ending but it didn't end at all.. we left and returned.. wakening feelings tt are asleep.. i'm feeling contradicted.. once again, i saw ur smile, your laughters.. do i still love you? i asked myself.. if i say no i dun, it's a lie.. sometimes i wish tt i can be hard hearted enough to tell you tt we weren't friends anymore, dun look for me anymore.. however, i cant.. i cant bear to let you experienced history once more.. it's really a joke cracked too big on me.. it's too heavy for me..'
boi