' though we agreed to try it out once more, why she keeps giving me a cold shoulder? it makes me feel so unhappy and discourages me to get close to her.. i duno wad to do next.. she felt so far away from me.. does she tinks for me when she reply anything or dun reply? i duno.. it's only the first few days and i'm alr feeling so "cold".. will she even drop by tis blog to see my feelings? or trying is jus on the surface whereas strangers are the real feelings..'