told her i regreted saying stop loving her.. but did i? she din give any significant respone.. duno wad she is tinking abt aso.. wadever.. hack care..
today kinda emo.. dun feeling talking to anyone..
today morning bump into sharon.. walked together.. take 23.. feel like holding her hands like i always do.. feel like care and concern for her like i always do.. on bus, i was having flashbacks of our past memories.. conversation were little as usual.. upon reaching sch, we went separate ways.. in eng, saw a few other ppl look like her.. but is not her.. maybe is jus my illusion.. during lesson jus tinking of her.. times with her.. the 2 weeks and 2 days together.. she's the one who i din forget all tis while..
if i was given i chance to let time reverse and stop, i will choose to reverse till 19/6/05.. let time travel till 05/7/05 and stop.. let tis period of time always re-play.. maybe my wish will nv come true.. QL, Be more realistic can? =/
ytd went with srsco peeps for nypco concert.. at where leh? of cos at nyp auditorium lo.. haha.. the concert was nice.. but 1 of the songs veri boring which is lan se de si nian.. the rest still ok.. was enjoyable generally but for mi, i feel weird.. it seems to dig out all the feelings and things which i hid deep inside.. maybe towards her.. i guess both of us will sense something's missing between us.. don't u? dun like the feeling of getting flash back of the past esp the past with her.. it like somebody/something is trying to wake the feeling up when waking up wun do any gd.. my stand is shaking.. not steady anymore after ytd.. so regret or regret not? shh...
anyway, ytd whole day raining.. -.- went sch in the morning first with adidas shoes, came back all wet.. zzz.. den change shoes to go concert.. came back aso wet.. feeling uncomfortable.. haha.. now both shoes wet.. so today cant go anywhere.. initially should go tp de, but den morning wake up keep sneezing.. so dun go le.. sian half lo.. play maple in cass.. kinda lame aso lah.. nth to do at home.. either today or tml have to prepare stuffs for the monday F&B sharing thingy.. 20mins.. -.- how to survive.. hack care.. jus talk crap.. haha..
long time no update. but den wun update long post.. haha.. termtest was a disaster.. lots of ppl are unsatisfied with their results.. i am no exception.. 2 Bs 1 C+ 1 C and 1 F.. sian lah.. F leh.. toopid rebus.. sian.. only counting on my main exam and projects to pull up.. argghh..
nvm.. no use crying over spilled milk.. work harder and dun so careless.. zzz.. dun wish to repeat module.. T.T die die aso muz pass my rebus.. !!!