Friday, December 14, 2007
to her
' initially i was goin to give you the something that you always hoped for tis christmas- friendship. i finally convinced myself to try to be jus ur friend again. was goin to give you that during tis christmas as a christmas present to let you be happy. i mean it.
however, your coldness towards me, seems like hiding things and avoiding me. nevertheless, i still plan to tell you in news in the christmas card. everything's written alr, sealed in the envelope with the stamp attached. who knows, the thing you are goin to say is you alr gave up. such timing uh.
what i should do to the card? perhaps the best way is to chuck it away like how you chuck me away. i've got nothing to say anymore. separation is inevitable. '
from him
Monday, November 26, 2007
' looks like everything's back again. separation seems inevitable from the beginning. you chose to give up. it's ur choice, i have nth to say. somehow i din do any explanation when u said that. perhaps the moment i read that, it jus killed me.'
Thursday, November 22, 2007
' eh.. can you dun reply msg as and when u like? it makes the person who sent the msg dumb.. when u like, u reply.. dun like den dun reply.. it's not the time tt matters.. it's like no matter how late you reply me, at least you bother to reply me.. but now, you jus reply msges tt you like.. i started to doubt communications between us will become better.. it's been nearly a week and everything seems to be like what it like when we are separated.. i duno wad should i do duh.. or should i jus wait for u to contact me? i getting tired of tis.. sometimes i feel like giving up.. why lidat? '
Monday, November 19, 2007
it seems like she duno he's sick.. maybe it shows tt she doesn't even read his blog.. she only wants to have fun and enjoyable times with friends.. he doesn't expect much.. jus a single msg of concern.. it's not too much uh?
he's feeling much better le, not under her care and concern, but some other ppl.. where have she been when he's not well.. oh well.. god noes..
Sunday, November 18, 2007
' though we agreed to try it out once more, why she keeps giving me a cold shoulder? it makes me feel so unhappy and discourages me to get close to her.. i duno wad to do next.. she felt so far away from me.. does she tinks for me when she reply anything or dun reply? i duno.. it's only the first few days and i'm alr feeling so "cold".. will she even drop by tis blog to see my feelings? or trying is jus on the surface whereas strangers are the real feelings..'
Friday, November 16, 2007
he fell sick.. down with fever, cough, sore throat and sore eye.. sure makes him restless.. he jus keep sleeping at home.. 2 days le.. like not much improvement.. still gotta go do project later.. at where? airport.. wth.. gotta travel so far.. well.. no options but to go.. wed gonna present to the class..
how's he goin to present with tt voice? will see how den.. today's sat le.. she told him tt they can start trying on tis day.. but he has fell sick le.. how to go abt trying.. he really hopes tt she will be by his side to take care of him.. currently no voice.. cant talk much too.. tt's all..
Saturday, November 10, 2007
he finally manage to quit after 1 sem.. she's jus like drug to him.. once taken, it's difficult to quit..
so now, he has make a decision to quit or start taking it again.. should he or should he not?
