it's over.. finished.. everything's ended.. nothing was left behind.. 9th may 2007 0925.. i chose to end.. i feels listless.. i feels empty.. i feels alone.. it seems like the whole world is gone.. i felt tis way before in sec 3.. i hibernate through the lectures and tut like wad i did in 2004.. and u? skipped lectures, tut i duno.. skipped today's law tut.. no mood to listen..
totally no mood to anything.. when i open my inbox, her msg filled my inbox.. no difference for my sent items.. is all her.. went home after appel.. took 72 and it started pouring.. pouring like it nv did before.. i cant even see wad's outside the windows.. i walk in the rain after alighting 72.. raindrops hit hard on me.. i was drenched and the wind ran pass me.. it feels so cold.. so cold.. so cold.. it feels esp cold when i noe she will nv be by my side anymore.. perhaps it's god shedding his tears for us..
from strangers, ended with strangers.. it's balanced.. came to tot of the days without her, i felt weight in my eyes, it feels as if the tears in my eye weighs a thousand pound and it's goin to fall down in no time.. life will nv be complete cos we left each other.. i really do love her and tis time we are really separated....... ='(
dun feel like talking anymore, all i wan is sleep.. sleep 24/7 is the best cos dreams dun hurt like reality does.. hibernating till everything's over when i woke up.. off to sleep.. nite..