time flies.. everything seems jus happened yesterday.. but it happen monthes ago.. a month without her.. met on christmas eve's night.. nth much.. play cards, chat, drink and eat at rx house downstairs.. not tired.. but instead, feel empty.. duno y aso..
prepare something for her but haven give her.. so long since we last been together.. maybe it will be better.. but kinda wrong.. time should wash everything, fade the feelings.. but it seems work opposite to mi.. her too? duno.. it hurts more everytime miss her.. feeling more strong when miss her.. hate the helpless feeling when missing her.. i hate tt!!
rainy days.. as if the rain is pouring in my heart.. sinking.. y we become lidat? or rather y am i feeling lidat? if there's reincarnation, maybe i owe u in my previous life..