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Thursday, April 20, 2006

hi bloggie.. woke up too early in the monring.. so long nv blog liao.. cos before sch orientation start, i was slacking almost everyday at home.. so nth to blog abt.. haha.. ytd veri tired cos the program was from morning 830 to 10pm.. reach home around 11pm plus.. damn tired.. chat with friend until abt 12 den go sleep.. haiz.. was chatting abt sch life.. in tp still okok ba.. but i got some 'feels A.K.A gan chu' to her.. i feel like confronting her and ask her abt it.. i was tinking like now she jus went into tp and the friends there not veri close yet, she will meet mi for sch or after sch.. i got a feeling tt after she and her class very close liao, she will meet dem instead of mi ba.. i wan to ask her whether it will happen.. but i did not.. cos i comfirm she will have reply either (u aso will close with ur class den pungseh mi wan.. dun say mi.. u aso..) or (u tink too far ahead liao..).. expected 2 kind of ans.. for the first kind, i am sure even mi and my class close, i aso wun give her cold shoulder.. as for the second kind, i really got nth to say abt it.. den now we in different class.. her timetable was similar for monday and thursday.. but she dun have classes on friday so her days end late.. perhaps the first term maybe still will meet or wad.. but for the rest of the 3 years, i m not confident.. in this case, forget abt meeting for sch or goin home.. as times goes by, she will be more close to her class than mi.. i feel like jus an item(ex. disposable contact lens) which she is using.. whenever she needs, she will come to u.. if not, who cares whether u are dead or alive.. after using, THROW lo.. easy.. she will nv noe how i feels de lah.. whoever read tis, do u agree with my thinking? k lah.. gtg to go sch liao.. take care bloggie..

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